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IM SO HAPPY!!! blade noticed me 
hes so cute, i love him to peices, but he dosent know i do 
My friend Lily has the same problem, she has a guy she likes too, but she is too shy. 
Emotions suck, you cant control them, but watever. MUAHAHAHA i feel evil, since im helping a friend of mine kill off his enemy.....well not ACTUALLY kill, but watever. I wish i had rat poisoning 
im not sadistic, just disturbed 
My old enemy is trying to get the best of me by "annonymously" posting something on my facebook page. PFT!! she is so easy to figure out. Anyway i hope humanity suffers one day, global warming is gonna kill all of u, MUAHAHAHAHA......
< thast wat u probably look like while reading this...dont mind me, im just insane
Sky~
( Blade Lover)
I had a total breakdown yesterday. I noticed something. I have no friends. I dunmped the only guy that would ever look at me twice. And everyone else is against me. I dont understand. I dont personally think im "fake" and a "poser". I look in the mirror and all i see is someone who never really fitted in.Outcast.Loner.Fake.Poser.I dont think i am all these things.But ppl know best.So i must be these things.I guess i just cant see it through my eyes.No other way of explaining it. I dont care if i have no friends.I dont care if i will become a loner.But the thing that really bugs me is when ppl talk.Talk about you.Pretend like they know you well enough to call you names.Nobody knows me well enough to even grasp who i am.Ppl say i complain alot.They say i complain and bitch.When all i want is for someone to listen.I get called names.By even the ppl who are closest to me.All i want is for someone to tell me my flaws.So i can fix them.All i want is for someone to stick up for me.Someone like me.
Sky~
Heyy 
im writing again! Well im really sad 
since my Bf Todd has been avoiding me for two weeks now, but for some reason this time im not sooooo sad, (it happened b4) Everytime this happens we make up, but now i feel like its our time to drift apart,
im not saying i dont love him anymore, 
im just saying that if it has come to the end, then im willing to accept it. 
I have started to check out some guys, and since i dont really think im pretty or anything, there arent many guys i can get, but i actually found a hot guy, and he isnt very popular or anything, but he is hot and if this ends with Todd then im out to get this new boy, Blade Blade is cute but i have never talked to him 
, lawlz! Oh well, 
I HAVE A NEW FAVE BAND (along with an cafe) its called LM.C check it out Arent they so cutes? The blonde one is Maya(my fave) and the emo ish one is Aiji
well thats all for today 
thnx for reading!!
Sky~
HI ppls, im so sry i havent written in soo long 
but now im back and im going to write about me<3 well there isnt much to say, im quite...different, and i dont really like myself, but thats ok! since i have mimi and sophie<3 so today i was so mad 
that my bf Todd 
hasnt been online for like two weeks. I was so lonely and i was so bored, so i called mimi but she was grounded and at dance so i was even more sad. 
And if your wondering why I have a picture of Deathnote ppl, its becuz i am inlove with "L"
And i want "L" to be my little cupcake 
well cya for now!!
Sky~
Well...its my first time blogging here :biggrin: